Love: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person…

There is only one happiness in life—to love and be loved.

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

When you are in love you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

Love one another and you will be happy; it is as simple and as difficult as that.

Love: the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

For you see, each day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

But to see her was to love her, love but her, and lover her forever.

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.

Love doesn’t make the world go ‘round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

If you would be loved, love and be lovable.

Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved.

There is always some madness in love, but there is also always some reason in madness.

True love comes quietly without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked.

Absence diminished little passions and increases great ones, as a wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire.

Love deeply and passionately… You may get hurt but its the only way to live life completely.






My feelings for you,

Are hard to explain.

When I look into your eyes,

I feel no pain.

You inspire me to be dri1ven,

And to go after my dreams.

You have shown me that life,

Isn’t all that it seems.

I believe there was a reason,

That you and I met.

Whether it was fate or destiny,

I don’t know yet.

Whatever the reason,

I’m happy we met.

I’m glad that it happened,

I thank God everyday.



Keeping it Real…


What the fuck is wrong with me? I finally find someone who cares about me… Someone I don’t want to lose and what do I do? I go and manage to fuck things up between us. I completely fucked up. What’s worse is the fact that I fucked up for no good reason. Nothing worth mentioning. It doesn’t matter if I am telling the truth… The truth means nothing to the person I have lied to. To him, the truth will always be seen as a lie until proven otherwise.

Last night, I was asked a question that should have been extremely easy to answer… “What are you running from?” I answered that I didn’t know… As I sit here, thinking about what the answer might be, I have come up with only one conclusion: I am running from myself. Time and time again, I run from myself… I am insane. Insanity means doing the same thing over and over again yet expecting different results…

Since I am being honest with myself right now, I may as well throw something else out there as well… I think that I subconsciously, and consciously, made all these stupid choices and decisions because I feel as though I don’t deserve Kenn… He is such a good person, inside and out. Hopeful, motivated, driven towards lifelong goals……. He is everything I wish I could be and more. He doesn’t deserve someone like me. He doesn’t deserve the problems that I have brought with me. It isn’t fair to him. Maybe I keep testing him… seeing how far he will let me push until he kicks me out and is done with me. Just so I can say something like, “See? Im just a fuck up. I have nobody that cares about me…”

I know that sounds fucked up… thats because it is. Its easier when nobody cares about me…. that way, I wont let anyone down… except myself. I can deal with hating myself because I let myself down… But I hate letting other people down… I hate having other people disappointed in me… 


Little Things That Make Me Happy

1. New socks =D

2. Seeing a shooting star (and wishing on it)

3. Those few dreamy, half asleep/half awake moments right before I really fall asleep

4. Sleeping under a really thick, warm blanket when the air around me is hella cold.

5. When my daughter stops whatever she is doing, looks me in the eye, and says, “I love you, Mama.”

6.  Coloring with new crayons

7. Being random and weird

8. Getting lost in a good book

9. Cookies and Milk

10. The cold side of the pillow =D

11. Not being able to finish a sentence because i’m laughing so hard about the ending